Friday, 8 March 2013

 

“I have often laughed at the weaklings who thought themselves good because they had no claws.”


“It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.”


“If we possess our why of life we can put up with almost any how.”


“A good writer possesses not only his own spirit but also the spirit of his friends.”


“My formula for greatness in a human being is amor fati: that one wants nothing to be different, not forward, not backward, not in all eternity.”


“That every will must consider every other will its equal — would be a principle hostile to life, an agent of the dissolution and destruction of man, an attempt to assassinate the future of man, a sign of weariness, a secret path to nothingness.”


“There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.”


“The lonely one offers his hand too quickly to whomever he encounters.”


“Ultimately, it is the desire, not the desired, that we love.”


“Ascetic ideals reveal so many bridges to independence that a philosopher is bound to rejoice and clap his hands when he hears the story of all those resolute men who one day said No to all servitude and went into some desert.”


“Whoever does not have two-thirds of his day for himself, is a slave, whatever he may be: a statesman, a businessman, an official, or a scholar.”


“We often contradict an opinion for no other reason than that we do not like the tone in which it is expressed.”


“They muddy the water, to make it seem deep.”


“There is more wisdom in your body than in your deepest philosophy.”


“Most people are far too much occupied with themselves to be malicious.”


“He who humbleth himself wants to be exalted.”


“In the end things must be as they are and have always been — the great things remain for the great, the abysses for the profound, the delicacies and thrills for the refined, and, to sum up shortly, everything rare for the rare.”


“A joke is an epigram on the death of a feeling.”


“Forgetting our intentions is the most frequent of all acts of stupidity.”


“Many people are obstinate about the path once it is taken, few people about the destination.”


“People are always angry at anyone who chooses very individual standards for his life; because of the extraordinary treatment which that man grants to himself, they feel degraded, like ordinary beings.”


“If a man has a great deal to put in them, a day will have a hundred pockets.”


“The first opinion that occurs to us when we are suddenly asked about a matter is usually not our own, but only the customary one, appropriate to our caste, position, or parentage; our own opinions seldom swim near the surface.”


“Truth tends to reveal its highest wisdom in the guise of simplicity.”


“A strong and well-constituted man digests his experiences (deeds and misdeeds all included) just as he digests his meats, even when he has some tough morsels to swallow.”


“Everything good, fine, or great men do is first of all an argument against the skeptic inside them.”


“Cynicism is the only form in which base souls approach honesty.”


“Is life not a thousand times too short for us to bore ourselves?”


“All great things must first wear terrifying and monstrous masks in order to inscribe themselves on the hearts of humanity.”


“What does not kill me makes me stronger.”


“Disobedience — that is the nobility of slaves.”


“Untroubled, scornful, outrageous — that is how wisdom wants us to be: she is a woman and never loves anyone but a warrior.”


“Virtue has come to consist of doing something in less time than someone else.”


“I mistrust all systematizers and avoid them. The will to a system is a lack of integrity.”


“A living thing seeks above all to discharge its strength — life itself is will to power.”


“He who cannot obey himself will be commanded.”


“Even the most beautiful scenery is no longer assured of our love after we have lived in it for three months, and some distant coast attracts our avarice: possessions are generally diminished by possession.”


“Freedom means that the manly instincts which delight in war and victory dominate over other instincts, for example, over those of 'pleasure.'”


“The free man is a warrior.”


“That for which we find words is something already dead in our hearts.”


“Danger alone acquaints us with our own resources, our virtues, our armor and weapons, our spirit, and forces us to be strong.”


“Every profound spirit needs a mask.”


“It is not the strength, but the duration, of great sentiments that makes great men.”


“The belly is the reason why man does not mistake himself for a god.”


“The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently.”


“At times one remains faithful to a cause only because its opponents do not cease to be insipid.”


“The best friend will probably acquire the best wife, because a good marriage is founded on the talent for friendship.”


“A man far oftener appears to have a decided character from persistently following his temperament than from persistently following his principles.”


“My formula for happiness: a Yes, a No, a straight line, a goal.”


“The sick are the greatest danger for the healthy; it is not from the strongest that harm comes to the strong, but from the weakest.”


“One must need to be strong — otherwise one will never become strong.”


“How is freedom measured, in individuals as in nations? By the resistance which must be overcome, by the effort it costs to remain on top.”


“Life is continually shedding something that wants to die.”


“Our destiny exercises its influence over us even when, as yet, we have not learned its nature: it is our future that lays down the law of our today.”


“No power can maintain itself if only hypocrites represent it.”


“One will rarely err if extreme actions be ascribed to vanity, ordinary actions to habit, and mean actions to fear.”


“Happiness is the feeling that power increases — that resistance is being overcome.”


“All in all and on the whole: some day I wish to be only a Yes-sayer.”






 

There are some things in life that simply can't be avoided, no matter how uncomfortable they make us 

and there can be rewards in stepping outside of your comfort zone. 

Even when the thought of it makes us want to puke. Even when we want nothing more than to run screaming for the hills. 

That's why people love to say that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

 But sometimes, those people don't know what the hell they're talking about.



Prepare for the worst

 


. But, as prepared as we might be, we usually don’t see disaster coming.

 We can try to envision the worst-case scenario, to foresee catastrophe.

 But, when true disaster strikes, it often comes out of nowhere. And when the worst really does happen, we find ourselves completely blindsided.


 Why do bad things happen to good people?


We ask that question so often, it's become a cliché, but that's because bad things do happen to good people constantly.

You just have to hope that when it's your turn, you'll know what to do, how to cope, how to persevere.

But the truth is, you don't know how you'll react to your worst-case scenario. None of us do.


 Not until it happens.

Thursday, 7 March 2013

Puzzle

 

 Gather all available information, assess the problem, you focus your attention, and you solve the puzzle. 

People are a harder puzzle. 

There's never one right answer and you never have all of the information. 

Most puzzles come down to one last piece of information missing. Whether it's the answer to a  mystery or to the question of who you are, where you fit, it all comes down to that last piece.

 That's why the final piece of a jigsaw puzzle is so satisfying to place. 

Unless of course, the piece doesn't quite fit. 


That can make you wish you never opened the puzzle in the first place.



 

Researchers are currently working to make a map of the human brain.

 It may be the most complex map ever created. Billions of neurons making trillions of connections.

 At first glance, they seem completely random. 

But there's nothing random about them. All these connections have to happen in a specific pattern. It is designed for a function. 

These connections determine everything about us: what we love, what we hate, what we say, what we do. 

We're just starting to learn the extent of the brain's connections. How far they reach, how deep they go. But we know that every connection matters. Every connection is crucial and when one is broken, it usually means some damage has been done.

 This system of connections compels us to act and choose and behave. 

Sometimes humanly against our own will, but it is not random at all.

 It is the map of who we are.

 We work to understand ourselves. Solve the puzzle. 

How all the connections work, and all the pieces fit.



 

Patients who undergo an amputation often feel a sensation where the missing limb was as if it's still there. 

The syndrome is called phantom limb. 

It's as if the body can't accept that a terrible trauma has occurred. The mind is trying to make the body complete again. 

Patients who experience phantom limb report many different sensations but by far the most common is pain. 

The body can be stubborn when it comes to accepting change. 

The mind holds out hope that the body can be whole again and the mind will always fight for hope, until it finds a way of understanding its new reality and accepts that what is gone is gone forever.


Monday, 4 March 2013


Actually, finding out that you've been looking at things all wrong can be sort of liberating.

 And suddenly you see new potential, new possibilities where you'd never seen them before.

 And that's all fine when a hopeless situation suddenly looks good. 

Unfortunately, sometimes it goes the other way.



 

Even good marriages fail. 

One minute you're standing on solid ground. The next minute... you're not. 

And there's always two versions. Yours and theirs. 

Both versions start the same way, though. Both start with two people falling in love.

 Nobody gets married thinking it's gonna fail. You think yours is the one that's gonna make it.

 And so it always comes as a shock. The moment when you realize, it's over. One minute you're standing on solid ground. The next minute, you're not. 

Do you have what it takes?

 If your marriage is in trouble, can you weather the storm? 

When the ground gives way and your world collapses, maybe you just need to have faith. 

And trust that you can survive this together. 

Maybe you just need to hold on tight. 


And no matter what, don't let go.




Sunday, 3 March 2013

Hour

 

How much can you actually accomplish in an hour? 

Run an errand maybe? Sit in traffic? Get an oil change? 

When you think about it, an hour isn't very long. 

60 minutes. 

3,600 seconds. 

That's it. 


. An hour... one hour... can change everything... forever.

 An hour can save your life. 

An hour can change your mind. 

Sometimes an hour is just a gift we give ourselves. 

For some, an hour can mean almost nothing. 

For others, an hour makes all the difference in the world. 

But in the end, it's still just an hour. One of many. Many more to come. 

60 minutes. 

3,600 seconds. 

That's it. And it starts all over again. 


And who knows what the next hour might hold?



 

The human body is a highly pressurized system. 

The blood pressure measures the force of blood, pulsating through the arteries. It's important to keep this pressure regulated. Low or inadequate pressure can cause weakness or failure. 

It's when the pressure gets too high... that problems really occur. 

If the pressure continues to increase, a closer examination is called for... Because it's the best indicator that something is going terribly wrong. 

Every pressurized system needs a relief valve. There has to be a way to reduce the stress, the tension, before it becomes too much to bear. There has to be a way to find relief, because if the pressure doesn't find a way out... it'll make one. It will explode. 

It's the pressure we put on ourselves... that's the hardest to bear. The pressure to be better than we are. The pressure to be better than we think we can be. 

It never ever lets up. 


It just builds and builds and builds.




 

We all want to grow up. 

We're desperate to get there. 

Grab all the opportunities we can to live. 

We're so busy trying to get out of that nest, we don't think about the fact that it's going to be cold out there. Really freaking cold. 

Because growing up sometimes means leaving people behind.

 And by the time we stand on our own two feet, we're standing there alone.



 

Every cell in the human body regenerates on average every seven years.

Like snakes, in our own way we shed our skin. 

Biologically we are brand new people. We may look the same, we probably do, the change isn't visible at least not in most of us, but we are all changed completely forever. 

When we say things like "People don't change" it drives scientists crazy. Because change is literally the only constant in all of science. 

Energy, matter, it's always changing. Morphing. Merging. Growing. Dying. 

It's the way people try not to change that's unnatural. The way we cling to what things were instead of letting them be what they are. The way we cling to old memories instead of forming new ones. The way we insist on believing, despite every scientific indication, that anything in this lifetime is permanent. 

Change is constant. How we experience change, that's up to us.

 It can feel like death, or it can feel like a second chance at life. 

If we open our fingers, loosen our grips, go with it, it can feel like pure adrenaline. 

Like at any moment we can have another chance at life. 

Like at any moment, we can be born all over again.



 

Dying isn't easy. 

The body was designed to stay alive; thick skull, strong heart, keen senses. 


 Like I said dying isn’t easy. Living is better than dying... until it's not.



 

some of the greatest medical discoveries have happened by accident.

 Mold: Penicilin. 

Poisonous tree bark: a cure for Malaria, 

a little blue pill for high blood pressure, impotence be damned.



the gift of life

 

 It can be painful, it can be terrifying but in the end it's worth it, every time. 

We all have the oppertunity to give.  

Maybe the gift is to try and make a simple apology. 

Maybe it's to understand another person's point of view. 

Maybe it’s to hold a secret for a friend. 

The joy supposedly is in the giving, so when the joy is gone, when the giving starts to feel more like a burden, that’s when you stop. 

But if you’re like most people I know, you give till it hurts, and then you give some more.



Peace

 

Peace isn’t a permanent state. 

It exists in moments. Fleeting. Gone before we even knew it was there.

 We can experience it at any time, in a stranger’s act of kindness, a task that requires complete focus or simply the comfort of an old routine.

 Everyday we all experience these moments of peace. 

The trick is to know when they’re happening so that we can embrace them, live in them.

 And finally let them go.



Tuesday, 29 January 2013

When one door closes, another opens


but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door
that we do not see the one which has opened for us
Live passionately,
with all the injuries that can happen as a result.

It is worth it.
Waiting is painful.

Forgetting is painful.
But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.

Saturday, 22 December 2012

Compared to what you ought to be you are only half awake


You are making use of only a small part of your physical and mental resources.

The human individual lives far within his limits.

He possesses powers of various sorts which he habitually fails to use.
The man who's travelled the furthest is the most aware of the road that still lies ahead.
The fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself.

No heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams.
To gain that which is worth having,
it may be necessary to lose everything else.
You are not defeated when you lose.

You are defeated when you quit.

When life hits you hard, don't complain.


Cry out loud, swear, smash a vase, but don't complain.

You are not a victim

Stress is an ignorant state


It believes that everything is an emergency.

Nothing is that important.
Waiting is painful.
Forgetting is painful.
But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.
Live passionately,
with all the injuries that can happen as a result.

It is worth it.
Knowledge without transformation is not wisdom

It is Doubt that makes us grow


because it forces us to look fearlessly at the many answers that exist to one question
What ever you do,
dont congratulate yourself too much
or berate yourself either.

Your choices are half chance.
So are everybody elses.

When one door closes, another opens


but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door
that we do not see the one which has opened for us
Logic is the beginning of wisdom, not the end of it.
What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?
Advance, and never halt, for advancing is perfection.

Advance and do not fear the thorns in the path,
for they draw only corrupt blood.

All that spirits desire, spirits attain.
It's kind of fun to do the impossible.
Failure is only the opportunity to begin again more intelligently.
Most of our obstacles would melt away if,
instead of cowering before them,
we should make up our minds to walk boldly through them
Being defeated is often a temporary condition.

Giving up is what makes it permanent.
Men often become what they believe themselves to be.

If I believe I cannot do something,
it makes me incapable of doing it.

But when I believe I can,
then I acquire the ability to do it
even if I didn't have it in the beginning
Nobody can hurt you without your permission
Every moment of your life is infinitely creative
and the universe is endlessly bountiful.

Just put forth a clear enough request,
and everything your heart desires must come to you
become the change you want to see in the world
Strength does not come from physical capacity.

It comes from an indomitable will.

We don't receive wisdom


We must discover it for ourselves

after a journey
that no one can take for us

or spare us.
Every moment is a golden one  for him who has the vision to recognize it as such.
In time all suffering will pass
The bitter doesn't last forever,
and the sweet never fills the cup to overflowing.
All that is gained at the expense of your nerves
decade after decade
can be confiscated in one fell night.

Believe only what you yourself test and judge to be true.
Where would Jesus be if no one had written the gospels?
What's worse?

Hell or nothing?
Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing.
On a long enough time line,
the survival rate for everyone
drops to zero.

Everyone you ever love will reject you or die.


Everything you ever create will be thrown away.

Everything you’re proud of will end up as trash.
The first step to eternal life is you have to die...
If you could be either God's worst enemy or nothing which would you choose?

Which is worse Hell or nothing?

Only if we're caught and punished can we be saved.

Burn down The Louvre and wipe your ass with the Mona Lisa.

At least this way God would know our names.
The wise man in the storm prays to God,
not for safety from danger,
but for the deliverance from fear.

It is the storm within that endangers him,
not the storm without.
You can feed a caterpillar, you can whisper through the chrysalis.

What hatches out will follow it's own nature and will be beyond you.
God in irony is matchless,
and in wanton malice beyond measure
Those who reject the battle are more deeply wounded than those who take part in it
There is a luxury in self reproach.

When we blame ourselves we feel that no one else has a right to blame us.

It is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution
It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything
Only after disaster can we be resurrected

Life comes at us from out of the darkness...


and at times we can struggle to find the courage to face it.

When life comes rushing at you from our of the darkness,
who will you choose to face it with?
Will it be someone you trust?
Will they be wise?
And will their love for you help them to guide you to the light?
Or will they lose their way in the darkness?
Will they make noble choices?
Or will that person be someone untested,
someone new?

Life comes rushing at you from out of the darkness,
when it does is there someone in your life you can count on?
Someone who will watch over you when you stumble and fall?

And in that moment, give you the strength to face your fears alone?
Unburden yourself from the mistakes of the past.
And when you do, your heart grows stronger.

But it doesn't mean that what you have done is forgotten.

What you have done is out there.

And what you have done remembers.
Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when you let down a friend.

Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our own ways.

But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did, but for the things we didn't do.

Things we didn't say that could've save someone that we care about.
You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices.
Or you can fight back.

Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world.
That's just the way it is.
But for the most part, you get what you give.

The rest of your life is being shaped right now.
With the dreams you chase,
The choices you make,
and the person you decide to be.

The rest of your life is a long time.

And the rest of your life starts right now.

Do you ever wonder if we make the moments in our lives or if the moments in our lives make us?


If you could go back and change one thing about your life, would you?
And if you did, would that change make your life better?
Or would that change ultimately break your heart?
Or break the heart of another?

Or would you choose an entirely different path?
Or would you change just one thing, just one moment?

One moment, that you've always wanted back.

Have you ever wondered what marks our timing?


If one life can really make an impact on the world?
Or if the choices we make matter?

Sometimes in order to move forward, you have to go back.
In some cases, just a few minutes.

Have you ever wondered what marks our timing?
If one life can really make an impact on the world?
Or if the choices we make matter?

I believe they do.

And I believe that one person can change many lives.

For better, or worse.
 
A ship in the harbour is safe.

But that's not what ships were made for.

Friday, 21 December 2012

Well that didn't happen

Thursday, 25 October 2012

20/12/2012 The End Of The World

2012 The End Of The World
20/12/2012

20 December 2012

This is the last day of the Mayan calendar.

The calendar lasts for 5125 years.

The last dates marks the end of human civilisation.

The current cycle, or baktun, of this calendar began on August 13th, 3114 B.C. This marked the end of the last period and the beginning of the current one.
The baktun that we are currently living in is the thirteenth, and the end of this cycle is one that has been considered to have a large level of importance to the Mayan people, which is why so many people have come to the conclusion that this cycle’s end is one that will mean the end of the world as we know it.

This might be the same way the dinosaurs were killed, by a big meteor, as in Armageddon, or it might be the next Ice Age.

The long calendar was created in order to correspond with a long term astronomical prediction by the Mayan people

20 + 1 + 3 = 23 - The Number 23

This might be caused by a solar flare.

This might be caused by the return to the solar system of Nibiru, otherwise known as Planet X, a mobile planateray body far larger than Haley's comet.

According to this 2012 end of the world philosophy, when this planetary body re-enters our system it will cause massive disruptions in the orbits of Jupiter, Uranus, Venus, and Earth. When Nibiru crosses our orbit they believe that it will cause the gases in Jupiter to ignite because it will get too close to the sun and the precarious balance that keeps its gas structure in check will be lost, therefore causing Jupiter to turn into a secondary sun. In combination with this, the solar flares that are released from the sun on a naturally reoccurring cycle are set to peak during the year 2012. It is believed that this occurrence in combination with the cycle of Nibiru will cause a massive amount of damage to the planet on a level that has never been seen before.

Rather than an Ice Age we will see a Fire Age.


There are others who contend that the end of the world 2012 prophesy actually refers to a very rare planetary alignment that will occur during the winter solstice on december 21 2012.
At this time the entire Milky Way (including the earth and the sun) will align at a point that is known as the galactic equator. This alignment is so rare that it only happens every twenty five thousand years.
It is thought that this rare planetary alignment could signal a shift in the magnetic poles. This polar shift has happened before in the distant past, and if it were to happen now it would cause massive destruction across the globe.
Some claim that the reason the Mayan long calendar ends on this exact date is that something is going to happen in combination with this alignment, the introduction of Nibiru, and the solar flares.

It can’t be a coincidence that all of these things are scheduled to happen at the same time that the Mayan calendar is set to come to its conclusion.
 
The wise man in the storm prays to God,
not for safety from danger,
but for the deliverance from fear.

It is the storm within that endangers him,
not the storm without.

Thursday, 24 May 2012

Think outside the Tesseract

Tesseract





Tesseract


omnitruncated tesseract

bitruncated tesseract

Tesseract




Take six cubes.
Arrange them into the shape of a crucifix.
Take two more cubes
stick them either side of the crucifix
at the point where the cross is made.

Now you have a tesseract.

A tesseract is a 3 dimensional object.

A tesseract is also a 4 dimensional object
a hypercube
unravelled.

A square unravels to a line.
2 dimensions unravel to one.

A cube unravels to a cross.
3 dimensions unravel to two.

A hypercube unravels to a tesseract.
4 dimensions unravel to three.

You exist in three spatial dimensions.
In the same way that a one dimensional person
could not visualise a 2 dimensional square,
or a 2 dimensional person could not visualise a 3 dimensional cube,
you cannot visualise a hypercube.

A hypercube is a thing you are not equipped to understand.

You can only understand the Tesseract.

You can see the thing unravelled
you cannot see the thing itself.

Monday, 21 May 2012

Come to the edge" he said.


"We can't, we're afraid!"

"Come to the edge" he said.

"We can't, we'll fall!"

"Come to the edge" he said.

So they came.

And he pushed them.

And they flew.

Sunday, 22 April 2012

Your father is your model for God

If you never knew your father or if you father bails, or dies,
or is never at home, what does that tell you about God?

Getting God's attention for being bad
is better than no attention at all.
God's hate is better than his indifference.

If you could be either God's worst enemy or nothing which would you choose?

We are God's middle children with no special place in history
and no attention.
Unless we get God's attention
we have no hope of damnation or redemption.

Which is worse Hell or nothing?

Only if we're caught and punished can we be saved.

Burn The Louvre and wipe your ass with the Mona Lisa.

At least this way God would know our names.

Wednesday, 7 March 2012

Wednesday, 1 February 2012

Genesis of The Fallen

In the beginning, before the Heaven and The Earth and The Angels, God created Satan.

He wasn't "The Devil" then, he didn't even have a name. But he could see and touch and think and speak. Which was why he was created in the first place, so God would have someone to talk to.

God had a lot to talk about.

He planned to build a golden kingdom peopled by beautiful and kindly angels and far below it would be a universe of stars and moons and planets, all interlinked, all relying on each other like a perfect piece of clockwork.

Life on planets would be like that too. Animal and vegetable, carnivore and herbivore, ecosystems so complex and yet so perfectly simple that they could never fail.

Stars at dawn and moonlit snowfields, whalesong in the marianas, tiger tracks in endless green, wings so wide that a world could shelter under them.

And Satan shouted "YES!" until his tears ran through his smile.

That was what he thought was intended. God would use the power He had for marvelous CREATION, never tiring of the variety and depth of beauty He could bring to the Universe, an endless palette, an endless canvass.

Then God planned to enhance His creation with a new race He'd been thinking about. It's chief characteristic was the replacement of instinct with the grandiose concept of Free Will.

This was a disastrous notion according to Satan. Offer a choice and nine out of ten people will instantly make the wrong one. Asking for trouble.

Satan told Him so.

God looked at Satan, one eye narrow and one eye wide:
"WHAT did you say!?"

Satan had that plummeting free-fall sensation that only the most exquisite faux pas can bring to a conversation - the dreadful awareness that words can never heal the wound, and nothing can ever be the same again.

Satan no longer had God's ear. He no longer had any idea of what God planned than His angels did. He was terrified.

Satan skulked around the Kingdom of Heaven like a wayward infant, expecting his father's voice of Justice with every step he took.

Well, if you put all your energy into dodging someone for long enough, sooner or later you'll run right into them. Satan found the Great Redeemer squatting in a corner of Eternity.

That's why He gave Humanity the choice, and why He imagined they'd pick Him.

Why a Loving God would curse His creation with centuries of pain, why a Supreme Being is so enamoured of Free Will.

And you just think He "moves in mysterious ways".
A child of four can see through that one.

God knew it and threw Satan out of Heaven.
And he's been falling ever since.

After that He went ahead with it anyway. The Heavenly Host weren't much more than a dry run for Humanity.
(Look at them now - StormTroopers with haloes.)

Down below, Satan's purpose was clear.

He had to storm the walls of Heaven, to bring sanity to the heart of Creation, and the only way to do that was to raise an army. So he took advantage of the choice that God was so keen on, and offered one of his own.

Satan cajoled and bribed and threatened and his realm and his soul-legions grew and grew.

The other Fallen appeared but they were nothing but distractions.

On and on Satan went, his eyes forever on his goal, his dream of Earthly Paradise before him.

Then Satan woke up.

The methods he employed had their effect. The tools he used were Lust and Envy, Hate and Avarice. What good would they be in building a better world? What good would HE be? His reactions, decisions, were all based on Hatred.

Satan is exactly what The Devil should be - the tempter, the deciever, the serpent crawling in the garden. The Adversary.

So what did God originally intend him for?
What was the point of someone He could talk to if He wouldn't listen?

The answer is obvious.
Satan was God's conscience.
His Jiminy Cricket.
The little voice everyone gets in their head.
"Come on, don't do that, do this. Don't be nasty. Don't hurt her. Don't have that last drink, get on home. Do the right thing."
That was Satan.

So God takes the nagging little whine out of His head and gives it a body. And the minute he steps out of line, that's it. He kicks it's arse for it.
He bars him.

So God doesn't have to listen anymore and does whatever He fancies.

Mortals call Satan "The Devil". It is not a title he minds. Mortals have to call him something after all, but it is inaccurate.

Satan fell before there were even any angels to become devils, or demons, or whatever. When he got to the bottom there wasn't even a Hell for him to rule. That came later, with Lucifer.

Satan picked himself up from the longest fall of all, and remembered what he'd seen in the eyes of the Almighty.

And he wept with pity for the world He had created.

Monday, 9 January 2012

The first step to eternal life is you have to die...

Saturday, 24 December 2011

If you could be either God’s worst enemy or nothing,
which would you choose?

Tuesday, 20 December 2011

The Day I Met God

I met God across his long walnut desk
with his diplomas hanging on the wall behind him,
and God asks me, "Why?"
Why did I cause so much pain?
Didn't I realize that each of us is a sacred,
snowflake of special unique specialness?
Can't I see that we're all manifestations of love?

I look at God behind his desk,
taking notes on a pad,
but God's got this all wrong.

We are not special.
We are not crap or trash either.
We just are.
We just are,
and what happens just happens.

And God says,
"No, that's not right."
Yeah. Well.
Whatever.

You can't teach God anything.

We are God’s middle children

with no special place in history
and no special attention.

Unless we get God’s attention,
we have no hope for damnation or redemption.