Saturday, 4 April 2026

 

strange little girls by Neil Gaiman the girls new age
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she seems so cool so focused so quiet her eyes remain fixed upon the horizon you think you know all there is to know
15 seconds
about her immediately upon meeting her everything you think you know is wrong passion flows through her like a river of blood
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she only looked away for a moment and The Mask dropped and you fell higher tomorrow start here
30 seconds
Bonnie's mother you know how it is when you love someone and the hard part the bad part the Jerry
37 seconds
Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone there's always a piece of them in your heart now that she is dead she tries to
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remember only the love she imagines every blow a kiss make up an expertly cover the bruises the
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cigarette burn on her thigh all these things she decides were gestures of love she wonders what her daughter will do
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she wonders what her daughter will be she's holding a cake in her death here's the cake she was always going to bake for a little one
1 minute, 7 seconds
maybe they would have mixed it together they would have sat and eaten it and smiled to all three of them the apartment would have slowly filled with
1 minute, 14 seconds
laughter and with love strange there are a hundred things she's tried to chase away the things she won't
1 minute, 22 seconds
remember and that she can't ever let herself think about because that's when the birds Scream the worms crawl and somewhere in her mind it's always raining a slow and endless drizzle
1 minute, 31 seconds
you will hear that she's left the country there was a gift she wanted you to have but it is lost before it reaches you late one night the telephone was singing
1 minute, 40 seconds
a voice that might be hers will say something that you cannot interpret before the connection crackles and is broken several years later from a taxi you'll
1 minute, 49 seconds
see someone in a doorway who looks like her she'll be gone by the time you persuade the driver to stop you will never see her again
1 minute, 56 seconds
whenever it rains you will think of her silence 35 years a showgirl that she admits to
2 minutes, 4 seconds
and her feet hurt day in day out from the high heels she can walk down steps with a 40 pound headdress and high heels
2 minutes, 12 seconds
she's walked across the stage with a lion in high heels she could walk through goddamn hell in high heels if it came to that these are the things that have helped
2 minutes, 21 seconds
kept her walking and her head high her daughter a man from Chicago who loved her though not enough the national news anchor who
2 minutes, 30 seconds
paid her rent for a decade and didn't come to Vegas more than once a month two bags of silicone gel and staying out of the Desert Sun
2 minutes, 38 seconds
she will be a grandmother soon very soon love and then there was the time that one of
2 minutes, 45 seconds
them simply wouldn't return her calls to his office so she called the number he did not know that she had and she said to the woman who answered that this was
2 minutes, 52 seconds
so embarrassing as he was no longer talking to her could he be told that she was still waiting for the return of her lacy black under things she'd taken
3 minutes
because he said they smelled of her of both of them and that reminded her she said is the woman on the other end of the phone said nothing could they be laundered first
3 minutes, 8 seconds
and then simply posted back to her he has her address and then her business joyfully concluded she forgets him utterly and forever and
3 minutes, 17 seconds
she turns your attention to the next one day she won't love you too you will break your heart time
3 minutes, 25 seconds
she's not waiting not quite it's more that the years mean nothing to her anymore that the dreams and the streets cannot touch her
3 minutes, 34 seconds
she remained on the edges of time implacable unhurt Beyond one day you will open your eyes and see her and
3 minutes, 41 seconds
after that the dark it is not a reaping it's dead she will pluck you gently like a feather or a flower for her hair
3 minutes, 49 seconds
rattlesnakes she doesn't know who owned the jacket originally nobody claimed it after a party and she figured it looked good on
3 minutes, 57 seconds
her it says kiss she does not like to kiss people men and women have told her that she's beautiful she has no idea
4 minutes, 4 seconds
what they mean when she looks in the mirror she does not see beauty looking back at her only her face she does not read watch TV or make love
4 minutes, 13 seconds
she listens to music she goes places with her friends she rides roller coasters but never screams when they plummet or twist and plunge upside down
4 minutes, 22 seconds
if you told her the jacket was yours she just shrug and give it back to you it's not like she cares not one way or the other
4 minutes, 31 seconds
Heart of Gold sentences sisters maybe twins possibly cousins we won't know unless we see the birth certificates the real ones not the ones
4 minutes, 40 seconds
they use to get ID this is what they do for a living they walk in take what they need walk out again
4 minutes, 47 seconds
it's not glamorous it's just business and it'll always be strictly legal it's just business they're too smart for this and too tired
4 minutes, 56 seconds
they share clothes wigs makeup cigarettes wrestles and hunting they move on two minds one heart sometimes
5 minutes, 4 seconds
they even finish each other's Bundy's child standing in the shower letting the water run over her washing it away washing
5 minutes, 13 seconds
everything away she realizes that what made it hardest was that it smelled just like her own High School she'd walk through the corridors heart
5 minutes, 20 seconds
beating raggedly in her chest smelling that school smell it all came back to her it was only what six years maybe less
5 minutes, 28 seconds
since it had been her running from Locker to classroom said she'd watched her friends crying and raging and brooding over the toss and the names and
5 minutes, 36 seconds
the Thousand Hertz to plague the powerless none of them had ever gone this far she found the first body in a stairwell
5 minutes, 44 seconds
that night after the shower which could not wash what she had to do away not really she said to her husband I'm scared of what
5 minutes, 52 seconds
this job is making me hard it's making me someone else someone I don't know anymore he pulled her close and held her and
5 minutes, 59 seconds
they stayed touching skin to skin until dawn happiness she feels at Home on the Range your
6 minutes, 7 seconds
protector's in position man shaped paper Target up and waiting for her she imagines a little she remembers a
6 minutes, 14 seconds
little she sites and squeezes and as her time on the Range begins she feels rather than sees The Head and the Heart obliterate smell of cordite always makes
6 minutes, 22 seconds
you think of the Fourth of July you use the gifts God gave you that was what her mother had said which makes her falling out even harder
6 minutes, 30 seconds
somehow nobody will ever hurt her she'll just smile her faint vague wonderful smile and walk away
6 minutes, 38 seconds
it's not about the money it's never about the money Raining Blood here and exercise and choice your choice
6 minutes, 48 seconds
one of these Tales is true she lived through the war in 1959 she came to America she now lives in a condo
6 minutes, 56 seconds
in Miami a tiny French woman with white hair with a daughter and a granddaughter she keeps herself to herself and smiles
7 minutes, 3 seconds
rarely if the weight of memory keeps you from fighting Joy or that's a lie actually the Gestapo picked her up during the border crossing
7 minutes, 12 seconds
in 1943. they left her in a meadow first she dug her own grave a single Bullet to the back of the skull
7 minutes, 19 seconds
last thought before that bullet was that she was four months pregnant and if we do not fight to create a future there will be no future for any of us
7 minutes, 28 seconds
there's an old woman in Miami who wakes confused from a dream of the wind blowing the wild flowers in a meadow your bones untouched beneath the warm
7 minutes, 36 seconds
French Earth which dream of a daughter's wedding good wine is drunk the only tears shed are happy ones real men
7 minutes, 45 seconds
some of the girls were boys The View changes from where you are standing words can wound and wounds can heal
7 minutes, 53 seconds
all of these things are true
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