Friday, 29 March 2019

Tom Waits

 There no such thing as The Devil It's just God when he's drunk 

God downs a whole bottle of Jack Daniels then goes down to LA to have some fun 

You want to find God then go down to The Boulevard and the corner of Vine Street on a Saturday night 

You'll meet God when he's at the bar next to you, 

he's on Jack straight



Kill Bill 3

 The third film has been planned for a long time 

It involves BB and Nikki being grown up, Nikki looking for revenge on The Bride, Sophie and Elle also, and mentoring her 

Elements like that 

Whether it ever gets made or becomes another Vega Brothers we will see

 It always relied on the timeline being right, the actors and characters being the right age

 It obviously won't be called Kill Bill 3 though it would make them a trilogy 

Quentin changes his concepts as he moves on and a lot of these never get made 

Hateful Eight was originally going to be the direct sequel to Django but ended up as a new story



Robocop

 Lose The Arm has got to be the most horrific scene in the series 

People have noted the parallel to Six Million Dollar Man 

Steve wakes up and learns he has only his left arm remaining 

Rudy explains it to him and we see the heart monitor 

He tries to kill himself at night and the nurse saves him 

He begs to die

 Rude shows him the bionic arm and he rejects it, turns away 

Alex is waking up to exact same situation 

So we know what Steve went through, what the realty is for someone 

In this case he cannot move or speak , he can just see and hear 

Then the order to remove the arm 

The boss gives the order and then walks away

 The med team have to proceed

 The instruction to put him back under, so the arm can be removed 

Leaving him to wake up limbless 

The silent scream that nobody hears



Trinity sees the sun

 There is debate about how old the Matrix actually is

200 years like Morpheus states Several hundred years as some have surmised, given that this is the 6th version, which Morpheus didn't know Maybe it didn't matter The point is, with Neo injured, when they go above the clouds, Trinity sees the sun She sees the real sun, shining above the clouds The only human born in the Matrix, watching the artificial sin every day of their life, to see the real sun However the machines made the sun look in the matrix, would they be able to ever really capture it Then Trinity gets to see it for real, for one moment, with her real eyes Truly a glimpse of heaven that was waiting for her after she died The point is, we all FEEL why


and of course, Neo would never get to see it, even though he was there 


Paradise Lost 


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Jenifer Estes

 

Everyone knows who Helen Keller is, what she went through, the life she led 

Not everyone has read her work, though it's well worth it as it's truly inspiring

 She wrote a book about her religious faith, her belief in God called Light In My Darkness 

One of the most profound things she wrote was on her concept of life after death, Heaven, reincarnation 

She wrote that dying and leaving this place is like going into the next room "Only in the next room I will be able to see " 

I like the idea that Helen is in the next room and she's can see

 I also like to believe that Jenifer is in the next room, and there she is able to walk and run and dance again


Thursday, 28 March 2019

Seven

 

His mother was a prostitute


John's father was a wealthy man who was married with a family 

John's mother was a whore who died from a disease she caught

 John never has the chance for a wife and family and envies that in David

 It is a reminder what his father had and took for granted 

His father was greed, greedy for money for sex 

It is easier for a camel to pass though the eye of a needle that for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven, 

Jesus tells us John's father is suffering in hell


Like David has, and like John's father had and took for granted


John was maybe always Envy and came to realise that fully through his Envy of David, a life he could never have 

He takes David's life away and allows him to do the same to him with his Wrath 

John probably believed he was going to Hell, having visited each sin upon the sinner and their murders as well as his suicide, as it was 

He believes he is going down to whatever Circle of Hell he belongs in, those of you who have read Dante may have your interpretation of what John took from that, what he expected 

Like the killer Jeremy in Hideaway, film based on the Dean Koontz book, who commits a murder suicide, asks Satan to take his soul, the goes on the journey ending up in the Lake Of Fire 

John no doubt believes in the Hell he is going to 

David now faces Hell on Earth, the optimistic future with his wife, and the child he just found out about, taken away by John, and the murder he committed means he faces a long jail term, possibly Life, and that as an ex cop


Though Apathy is not a Deadly Sin in the list of Seven, it is presented here as such 

Apathy is what allows the other sins to happen 

For evil men to do evil they just need good men to do nothing 

The club owner has allowed the Lust crime to happen due to his Apathy 

Somerset is aware of his own rising Apathy and plans to retire and move away 

At the end he overcomes his Apathy, the only character to survive and find redemption


In Fight Club, Fincher's next film with Brad Pitt, the Father conversation between Tyler and Jack echoes this 


 


Friday, 15 March 2019

 

Only when we've lost everything are we free to do anything 


Wednesday, 13 March 2019

 

  • Raindrops on roses
  • Happy Disney animals
  • This makes my parts hurt


 

    • A tiger can smile
    • A snake will say it loves you
    • Lies make us evil

 

    • Watching white moon face
    • The stars never feel anger
    • Blah, blah, blah, the end

 

    • The blood, is it mine?
    • Yeah, I say. Some of it.
    • This is a wrong answer

 

    • Worker bees can leave
    • Even drones can fly away
    • The queen is their slave 

Saturday, 9 March 2019

If it ain't broke, don't fix it.

 

If it ain't broke, don't fix it. 

 It's hard to admit when we're wrong, but even though everything looks fine, there's a problem.

 Something is broken and you have to see where it's broken and set about fixing it or it's all gonna come apart.



Friday, 8 March 2019

 

“The true man wants two things: danger and play.”


“Be careful, lest in casting out your demon you exorcise the best thing in you.”


“The secret for harvesting from existence the greatest fruitfulness and the greatest enjoyment is: to live dangerously!”


“Silence is worse; all truths that are kept silent become poisonous.”

 

In 1888, William Williams Keen became one of the first surgeons to successfully remove a brain tumor. 

A big win. It's true. You can look it up. 

What's harder to find, however, are stories of all the times old Double Billy K tried to pull a tumor out of a brain and lost. 

The losses must have happened. 


The key, though, win or lose, is to never fail.

And the only way to fail is not to fight. 

So you fight until you can't fight anymore. Hold up your head and enter the arena and face the enemy. Fight until you can't fight anymore. Never let go. Never give up. Never run. Never surrender.

Fight the good fight. 

You fight. Even when it seems inevitable that you're about to go down swinging. 

Why do we even try when the barriers are so high and the odds are so low? Why don't we just pack it in and go home? It would be so, so much easier.

It's because in the end, there's no glory in easy. No one remembers easy. They remember the blood and the bones and the long, agonizing fight to the top.

 And that is how you become legendary.




Thursday, 7 March 2019

 

It is said that there's one sure sign of a successful negotiation.

It's that when the parties leave the table, they feel like they have been screwed.

The goal is a compromise, a situation where everybody wins.

It is said that negotiation is an art form.

Yet, when we negotiate, we have a strategy. We use tactics.

"Strategies" and "tactics" aren't words we use for seeking a compromise.


These are words for going to war.




Monday, 4 March 2019

Migration

 

So, there's this bird. 

Some sort of swallow I think. 

Every September, thousands of them ditch rainy Seattle to winter in Mexico. 

These birds aren't dumb.

 And every year, crowds of people gather around Seattle to drink beer and watch the flocks take off. They call it the Great Migration. 

I don't know how those birds do it. Travel thousands of miles without getting lost. Banging into windows, being eaten by cats. 

But every spring, they're always here. 

I guess they come back to what they know. 

People say it's pretty cool, watching them go. They say you can actually see the moment when, at some mysterious signal, all at once the birds decide to leave.

 So maybe I've been missing out. 

Whatever

... there's always next year.


 

There are times in our lives when love really does conquer all: exhaustion, sleep deprivation, anything. 

And then there are those times when it seems like love brings us nothing but pain. 

We're always looking for ways to ease the pain. 

Sometimes we ease the pain by making the best of what we have. Sometimes it's by losing ourselves in the moment. 

And sometimes all we need to do to ease the pain is call a simple truce

.

Sunday, 3 March 2019

 

 We're all looking for answers, in life, in everything.

Sometimes the answers we're looking for have been hiding just below the surface. 

Other times, we find answers when we didn't even realize we were asking the question.

 Sometimes the answers can catch us completely by surprise. 

And sometimes, even when we find the answer we've been looking for, we're still left with a whole hell of a lot of questions.



 


The human life is made up of choices.

Yes or no? In or out? Up or down?

And then there are the choices that matter: to love or hate, to be a hero or to be a coward, to fight or to give in, to live or die... Live or die?

That's the important choice, and it's not always in our hands.

Yes or no? In or out? Up or down? Live or die? Hero or coward? Fight or give in?

 I'll say it again, to make sure you hear me: the human life is made up of choices.

Live or die?

That's the important choice


… and it's not always in our hands.

 

The skin is the largest organ in the body. 

It protects us. Holds us together. Literally lets us know how we’re feeling. 

The skin can be soft and vulnerable. Highly sensitive. Easy to break. 

 No matter how thick-skinned we try to be, there’s millions of electrifying nerve endings in there. Open and exposed and feeling way too much. 

Try as we might to keep from feeling pain. Sometimes it’s just unavoidable. 

Sometimes, that’s the only thing left: just feeling.



Climb

 

If you’re a climber there’s always another mountain. 

They take pictures of mountain climbers at the top of a mountain. 

They’re smiling, ecstatic, triumphant. 

They don’t take pictures along the way cause who wants to remember the rest of it. 

We push ourselves because we have to, not because we like it. The relentless climb, the pain and anguish of taking it to the next level. Nobody takes pictures of that. Nobody wants to remember. 

We just wanna remember the view from the top. The breathtaking moment at the edge of the world. That’s what keeps us climbing. And it’s worth the pain. 

That’s the crazy part. 

It’s worth anything.



Tuesday, 12 June 2018

 

Just like we need food and water, humans need each other.

 A brain study revealed that when placed in an MRI, a patient's reward center lit up when another person sat in the room. 

Neurons fire when talk to someone, think about someone, and they go haywire when we hold someone's hand.

 Our brains and bodies are actually programmed to seek each other out and connect. 

So then why do so many people prefer being alone?

 Why do we often run for the hills when we feel the slightest connection?

 Why we do we feel compelled to fight what we're hardwired to do?

 Maybe it's because when we find someone or something to hold on to, that feeling becomes like air. 

And we're terrified we're going to lose it. 


, you can get pretty good at the alone thing.

 But most things are better when they're shared with someone else




 

Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. 

Desire leaves us heartbroken. 

It wears us out.

 Desire can wreck your life.


 But as tough as wanting something can be, 

the people who suffer the most are those who don't know what they want.



 

So, do it. Decide.

Is this the life you want to live?

Is this the person you want to love?

Is this the best you can be?

Can you be stronger? Kinder? More compassionate? 

Decide.

Breathe in. 

Breathe out & decide.



 


Wisdom is being able to see the world for what it is, 

rather than what you want it to be



Monday, 11 June 2018

 

if a person would just make the effort, there's something to be learned from everything. 

From even the most ordinary, commonplace things, there's always something you can learn.


 

Creation and destruction are the two ends of the same moment.

 And everything between the creation and the next destruction is the journey of life.


 

The total amount of suffering per year in the natural world is beyond all decent contemplation. 

Each minute  thousands of animals are being eaten alive,

 many others are running for their lives, 

whimpering with fear, 

others are slowly being devoured from within by rasping parasites,

 thousands of all kinds are dying of starvation, thirst, and disease. 


It must be so. 

If there ever is a time of plenty, this very fact will automatically lead to an increase in the population until the natural state of starvation and misery is restored.


 In a universe of electrons and selfish genes, 

blind physical forces and genetic replication, 

some people are going to get hurt, 

other people are going to get lucky,

 and you won't find any rhyme or reason in it, nor any justice. 


The universe that we observe has precisely the properties we should expect if there is, 

at bottom, no design, no purpose, no evil, no good,

 nothing but pitiless indifference



 

How is it that hardly any major religion has looked at science and concluded,

 “This is better than we thought!

 The Universe is much bigger than our prophets said, grander, more subtle, more elegant?” 


Instead they say, “No, no, no! My god is a little god, and I want him to stay that way.

 A religion, old or new, that stressed the magnificence of the Universe as revealed by modern science might be able to draw forth reserves of reverence and awe hardly tapped by the conventional faiths.



Sunday, 10 June 2018

 

The scientist is not a person who gives the right answers, 

he's one who asks the right questions.



 

Even if there is only one possible unified theory, it is just a set of rules and equations. 

What is it that breathes fire into the equations and makes a universe for them to describe? 

The usual approach of science of constructing a mathematical model cannot answer the questions of why there should be a universe for the model to describe. 

Why does the universe go to all the bother of existing?


Saturday, 9 June 2018

 

Whether or not you believe in God, you must believe this: 

when we as a species abandon our trust in a power greater than us, we abandon our sense of accountability.

 Faiths… all faiths… are admonitions that there is something we cannot understand, something to which we are accountable. 

With faith we are accountable to each other, to ourselves, and to a higher truth.

 Religion is flawed, but only because man is flawed. 

The church consists of a brotherhood of imperfect, simple souls wanting only to be a voice of compassion in a world spinning out of control




Friday, 8 June 2018

 

 how do we know that two and two make four?

 Or that the force of gravity works? 

Or that the past is unchangeable?


 If both the past and the external world exist only in the mind, and if the mind itself is controllable

 – what then?




 

it is far better to grasp the Universe as it really is than to persist in delusion, however satisfying and reassuring


 

An expert is a person who has made all the mistakes that can be made in a very narrow field


 

The fact that we live at the bottom of a deep gravity well, on the surface of a gas covered planet going around a nuclear fireball 90 million miles away and think this to be normal is obviously some indication of how skewed our perspective tends to be.


 

Even if you cannot change all the people around you, you can change the people you choose to be around. 

Life is too short to waste your time on people who don’t respect, appreciate, and value you.

 Spend your life with people who make you smile, laugh, and feel loved.



 

You cannot control the behavior of others, 

but you can always choose how you respond to it


 

Imperfection is beauty, 

madness is genius 


it's better to be absolutely ridiculous

 than absolutely boring.


Saturday, 26 May 2018

Rule Eleven

When walking in open territory, bother no one.

If someone bothers you, ask him to stop.

If he does not stop, destroy him.

Rule Ten

Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food.

Rule Nine

Do NOT harm little children.

Rule Eight

Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.

Rule Seven

Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires.

If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.

Rule Six

Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved.

Rule Five

Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.

Rule Four

If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.

Rule Three

When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there.

Rule Two


Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.

Rule One

Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.

Improvement

Improvement makes strait roads, but the crooked roads without Improvement, are roads of Genius.

Sooner


Sooner murder an infant in its cradle than nurse unacted desires.

The


The cistern contains: the fountain overflows.

The


The roaring of lions,
the howling of wolves,
the raging of the stormy sea,
and the destructive sword.
are portions of eternity
too great for the eye of man.

The


The pride of the peacock is the glory of God.

The lust of the goat is the bounty of God.

The wrath of the lion is the wisdom of God.

The nakedness of woman is the work of God.

Monday, 16 April 2018

 

Even the brightest magnesium flare can do little against such dark except blind the eyes of the one holding it.

Thus one craves what by seeing one has in fact not seen.

 

I could see her get all nervous but she was also excited.

Nightmares have that quality, don't they?.



 

If not, let me offer you some instruction in at least one area:

get thee to a dictionary

and be relentless about your visits there.




 

It is hungry, it it immortal.

Worse, it knows nothing of whim.



Sunday, 15 April 2018

 

Explanation is not half as strong as experience

but experience is not half as strong as experience and understanding.




Sunday, 25 March 2018

The Equalizer

 And NO, Control can't be M or Q as they are MI6 where Control is American. 

And McCall is NOT Solo as Solo is American. Solo retired, moved to London and became Albert Stroller (think about it)


As someone will bring it up - this is set after the Connery Bond retires. Moore was still Bond in London when Equalizer was setting up in New York. In this version, "James Bond 007" is the alias used by that agent at that time. When "Connery" retires and moves to New York, "Moore" becomes Bond. (Forgetting about Lazenby of course). So maybe Robert McCall (a Scottish name) was Connery-Bonds REAL name all along.


Those who have seen The Rock may have heard the theory that John Mason is Connery-Bond, captured and disavowed, replaced by the Moore-Bond and left in US prison.


The Equalizer

 McCall was a retired Intelligence Officer, deliberately British, so people have enjoyed speculating who he may have really been during his career - Bond, Steed, or even Callan, same actor playing what is really the same character. 

But yes, if McCall is the retired CONNERY Bond (think about it) then Control is Felix, still in the Service and now very senior. Even if it isn't literally them, that's kind of who they are based on



Stephen King The Stand

 If you look at his next several books, Christine and Firestarter which are standalone. Cujo, in which its speculated that the killer dog is the killer deputy from Dead Zone. The stories in Nightfall, which include the ones that appear in Cats Eye, Children Of The Corn, and a short story set at the start of the flu outbreak from Stand. IT, his next magnum length book, set it Derry, another Maine town, nothing to do with Roland's world. Yet at the same time the DT series are being released, Drawing Of The Three, Waste Lands. Back in this world, we start to see The Shop appearing and being referenced more in the books.


It is massively unfair that Stu goes home to see his baby grow up and Larry doesn't. They died for no reason.



Flagg

 Flagg is the Man In Black from Dark Tower. 

In Roland's world, the World Moved On, there are "thinnies" to alternate versions of our world, or what version of it Mr King is working in at that time. The Stand was a very early book, as was The Gunslinger, and Eyes Of The Dragon, the other book in which Flagg appears.

 If you look at his other early works, Carrie, Salem's Lot, Shining, Dead Zone, the four stories in Different Seasons which include Shawshank and The Body (Stand By Me), he hadn't really started making a lot of those connections that you see in his later works. Roland's world really was a different story set in a different world at that time. The only connections at that time were that a lot of stories were set in Maine, and more of them were being set in, or connected to, Castle Rock. 

The Stand was the first early book where the character leave the East Coast and march west, and it is a post apocalyptic brave new world. The next tie he tried this post apocalypse approach was in Cell, the first post-Roland book, written after completing the last DT.



The Stand

 What makes no sense, and I thought this since I first read the abridged book in 1980, is why did Glen, Larry and Ralph have to die? 

They are "sent West", Stu gets a pass by breaking his leg so Tom can find him and escort him safely back to Fran, the other 3 end up in Vegas. It was never clear what they are expected to do, so you are waiting for some divine deus ex purpose and something they actually DO that resolves things a purpose. But no, they get captured and banged up. Glen gets shot in his cell. Larry and Ralph get taken out for execution. Then Trash turns up  with the missile and blows the town up killing Flagg and all the  "evil" people. Which would have happened anyway. 

So why did they have to go West just to die in the bomb blast with the baddies? Them being there did nothing to make Trash turn up with the bomb. They died for nothing. Same with the 3 "scouts"- the judge and her who just went there and got killed, they didn't learn anything or bring anything back. Tom got out alive, finds Stu, then the bomb goes off. The whole point of the exercise was what? Five got sent there to die for nothing.  All they had to do was to stay in the Frees one, and Trash turns up with he bomb and blows up Vegas. Problem takes care of itself. 

This is the one thing that always bugged me about this great book and it's film.


Saturday, 3 March 2018

The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom.

The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom.

Proverbs of Hell


The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom.

Prudence is a rich ugly old maid courted by Incapacity.

He who desires but acts not, breeds pestilence.

A dead body. revenges not injuries.

The pride of the peacock is the glory of God.

The lust of the goat is the bounty of God.

The wrath of the lion is the wisdom of God.

The nakedness of woman is the work of God.

The roaring of lions, the howling of wolves, the raging of the stormy sea, and the destructive sword. are portions of eternity too great for the eye of man.

The cistern contains: the fountain overflows.

As the plow follows words, so God rewards prayers.

You never know what is enough unless you know what is more than enough.

As the caterpillar chooses the fairest leaves to lay her eggs on, so the priest lays his curse on the fairest joys.

Exuberance is Beauty.

Improvement makes strait roads, but the crooked roads without Improvement, are roads of Genius.

Sooner murder an infant in its cradle than nurse unacted desires.

The Addict:

 

"Now, I think it was a Brit named Sir Robert Walpole who coined the phrase, "All men have their price."

 Now, I happen to agree.

 Although my point of view on the matter's changed.

 See, I used to think my price would be money or diamonds or gold. You know? 

Well, imaging my surprise when I realized that my price has become a needle in the arm."



 

Somebody once told me that if a stoplight turns red before you can cross, your life changes forever.

 I'll buy that it changes but, just 'til the next morning. 

Then it's a whole new deal.



 

In life only one thing is certain, apart from death and taxes: 

No matter how hard you try, no matter how good your intentions, you are going to make mistakes. You are going to hurt people. You are going to get hurt. 

And if you ever want to recover, there's really only one thing you can say. Forgive and forget That's what they say. 

It's good advice, but it's not very practical. 

When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. 

Without forgiveness old scores are never settled. 

Old wounds never heal, and the most we can hope for is that one day we'll be lucky enough to forget.



Addiction

 

we see addiction every day. 

It's shocking how many kinds of addiction exist. It would be too easy if it were just drugs and booze and cigarettes. 

the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right? 

Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control. It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away. 

The thing about addiction is it never ends well, because eventually, whatever it is that was getting us high stops feeling good and starts to hurt. 

Still, they say you don’t kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you’re there? 

Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.



Friday, 2 March 2018

The Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth


Serpent

The Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth


  1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.
  2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.
  3. When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there.
  4. If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.
  5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.
  6. Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved.
  7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.
  8. Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.
  9. Do not harm little children.
  10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food.
  11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy him.

The Nine Satanic Statements


Serpent

The Nine Satanic Statements


  1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!
  2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!
  3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!
  4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!
  5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!
  6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!
  7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!
  8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!
  9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!

Most of my friends ...

Were strangers when I met them

Scars

 

People have scars. 

In all sorts of unexpected places. 

Like secret road maps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds.

 Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. 

But some of them don't. 

Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers.

 What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? 

Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. 

That's what we like to think.

 But that's not the way it is, is it? 


Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.




 

Disappearances happen in science. 

Disease can suddenly fade away, tumors go missing, 

 open someone up to discover the cancer is gone. 

It's unexplained, it's rare, but it happens. 

Call it mis-diagnosis, say we never saw it in the first place, any explanation but the truth. 

That life is full of vanishing acts.

 If something that we didn’t know we had disappears, do we miss it?